13.18 hrs played
$24.81/hr
+$150 PSO Bonus
+$37.02 Rakeback
Profit from desktop: $509.1
I think i logged another about 2k hands on my laptop with a profit of close to $500 plus rakeback, will give a concise update when I get back to hostel. Month has been great so far, and more so when I ran PokerEV. My resutls are -$200+ under expectation, so I'm playing well but still running bad in spots. Anyway hitting 1k profit mainly from grinding 50nl in the first week, in less than 10k hands is a great result for me.
I'm gonna take a good break from poker. I did think alot about poker for the past week or so, and this is one thought that came to me:
I believe everyone's has a fixed level of talent or ability. Some are just talented in poker while others are not. I don't think I'm that talented at all, just better in understanding and putting in alot of "thinking" hours into the game, working hard to learn. I can't control my level of skills (there may be a CAP of my talent scale), however what I can do is to control my other aspects of the game: tilt/bankroll management, table/seat selection, playing at donk hours, staying away from regulars (even if I do have an edge aganist them), maintaining my desire to play poker, feeling comfortable and wanting to play when I actually play etc etc. The mental aspect of poker is what my mind can control, and I believe striving to be good in these aspects will help to improve your winrate and your mental game.
Now I feel pretty tired and a little burnt out from playing, going to ease off the pedal, and then restart to clear another 200 bonus from FTP. Time to prioritize and put what matters more first.
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